My New Years Resolution Blog from last year: it has gone unpublished for over a year. My new resolution is to tie up loose ends and to continue to live in the moment. Publishing this old one is a way of doing so. Enjoy, a year overdue.
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Resolution:
Resolve my shit.
Okay, that's done.
Solution:
Solve root problem creating all aforementioned shit in need of resolution.
Ah, piss...
I read once that there can be no scientific solution to the major problems facing humanity. If any solid, significant change is ever going to occur, ethics are what need to shift. Changing an ethic is hard work. (The publication is The Tragedy of the Commons, I forget the author.)
I think since ethics are so closely tied to world view, those are the things that need looking at first. I could continue writing about this on a global scale, but that's not the point. This entry is about shifting ethics and world view on an individual level.
Every year starts with some variation of the resolution to resolve one's shit. The shit is the variable. Each varying piece of shit has its own pre-packaged, scientific solution to the problem. To illustrate:
Examples of varying types of shit (not my own, just typical given the holiday): Examples of varying solutions to said shit:
-Need to loose weight -Diet and Excersize
-Need to quit drinking -Cut back on booze
-Need to quit smoking -Nicotene Patch
-Need to get a better job -Quit existing job
-Need to get laid on a regular basis -Accomplish all of the above to attract mate
You get the point.
Each segment of the year also brings with it certain feelings and stress. If I rid myself of the connotations I have with the season, I will be free to live each day as if it were the only day I'll ever have -- free from preconceptions and color-coding.
I plan to do this by creating a piece of art that is representative of each day. I hope I stick to it.
I came across this Jack Kerouac quote which spurred this thought. "I saw that my life was a vast, empty glowing page and I could do anything I wanted."
I want blank pages. Each day is a blank page, canvas, wall, etc.
If I want to change the world, first I must change my own perception of it. This is what I plan to do. This time next year, I hope to live each day dancing across a new, blank page.
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I like looking back.